11th -16th June 2010

Told my close family what has happened so far. Its a strange time really. I am trying to keep upbeat and remain positive for everyone around me, but I am scared. Mike has convinced himself that Mr Barr implied that it was pre cancerous tissue. He didn't of course. Whatever happens next, I know that the lump will have to come out. I have thought about my hair falling out. Its taken me 6 bloody years to grow it! Still, we will see on Thursday what happens. Everybody is keeping really positive and being great. I am getting Em to help out and make me lots of brews by saying that the nurse said I shouldn't be brewing up at all. Of course she knows that isn't the case, so I only got away with it for a couple of days!